Weirdness

This week has been WEIRD. Bit of a mindblower.

Just found out that 2 close relatives (there are 4 of us that would be at the same family level) have had various issues in the babymaking struggle. On the one hand, it's nice to sort of have science on the side of Hey, So You Aren't Such a Freak After All, and on the other hand, it's sad for many reasons - I hate that anyone else goes thru this, much less loved ones, and also, that it makes me more afraid to try again.

More later when I process.